Ok first real post.
For my first entry I will be talking about first period. just to keep things simple I wont be using names but if you can piece together parts of the blog you should be able to understand who I'm talking about. My teacher for first period is new, i've had her for two years and we have had our good and bad moments. I mean after all in a blog about hating people how could i leave out the woman who is most responsible for pushing my parents over the edge and finally following through with their threats for sending me to a private school. Of course i cannot blame my teacher for sending me to private school, i take responsibility for my actions, or lack there of. Due to the fact that my grades have been slipping over the past few years i cannot blame the fact that i might be leaving phs on this teacher, i can however blame her for being the straw that broke the camels back. Although with all the complaining shes done about me over the past 2 years i would have to say shes put more than a few straws on the camels back. But i will pursue this topic of discussion later on. My history class is made up mostly of grade A students with a few exceptions being myself, and a few others. I do truly wonder how the minds of these kids work. They seem to hear everything once and remember it till mid-terms. They of course could be lying to me when i ask whether or not they do study. Nevertheless i am not the perfect student in this class. But i do believe im not the worst. The teacher often centralises her discipline upon me, of course it may only seem this way to me but i am most often the main reason she scolds. In the past few weeks i have been trying to cut down on useless comments in her class and i would say its been a success. Please dont get the wrong idea though I'm not the only one who adds comments in class. Many of the A students often add useless and more than often harmful comments a lot of the time directed in my general area. Now the fact that these kids see me as a less than worthy opponent in Jeopardy is near the bottom of my list of concerns right now. I can easily see how in especially a class like this, in which the majority of students are A students, can find it simple to team up against those who aren't doing as well as often done in reverse in so many other classes. I sort of see it as almost revenge for the A students. An escape for one period a day they can make fun of the less intelligent while they are the majority while in most of their other classes they are viewed as the acute percent which do perfect on all aspects of the class. And are often ridiculed for their superior intelligence over the vast majority of students who many of which feel threatened and for some reason though less intelligent in all manners can always outwit the A student. Case and point, John Naylor. Now for those of you gasping in the thought of me insulting John naylor as calling him unintelligent i would never truly look at john and think of him as an unintelligent human. I prefer to look at him as a boy with no motivation and lots of potential. John is arguably one of if not the funniest kids in our grade if not the school. His "i just don't give a shit personality" and lack of motivation make pinning an insult on John harder than it may seem. In a school/society in which insults mostly consist of comparing the enemy to a lesser being, in the case of our generation this lesser being is often gays or lesbians. I admit to using gays as an insult. I am not pleased with my comments, neither too ashamed. The public media and society in whole has been against gays for thousands of years. Now that acceptance has finally come its no suprise as more an more people are coming out of the closet that the media targets them as the butts of their jokes. "i.e. SNL's Gays in Space" Most of the time nowadays i believe i can speak for most of my friends that when they say something is gay, they no longer even mean its homosexually oriented. But, if i may quote kanye west in a recent interview with MTV he stated something along these lines "Gay has become the opposite of cool in the world of hip-hop. If you put on a record and its nice you would say 'yeah man thats chill' but if you put a un favored record on you would say 'That shits gay, turn it off.' Even though no aspect of the record is homosexually oriented our generation has taken the word gay and simply turned into the new version of weak, or bogus, or lame. But that is all besides the point, i really must stay more on topic. Back to first period, The A students often barrage me with insults, jokingly of course I'm sure they're not really trying to be dicks, its just their years of abuse have built up and they see me as an easy target to vent some of their hatred towards. I usually dont mind. I know im less than perfect, especially on tests. Buti cant help but sometimes get pissed at them, most of the time because im sorry to say this but theyre mostly nerds. Their jokes are horrible, i doubt they have much of a social life, not that im really sure why anyone in our grade would even want one anymore. But to put it simply i feel kidna bad for them. Its kindof like im sure they wouldn't mind going to one of the parties i go to and i wouldnt mind getting an A on my test. Its human nature. if a person doesnt have something and have never tried it they will want it. I for example have never gotten all A's in first period, they on the other hand have never gone to an open house party. Its sortof like the grass is always greener on the other side, except more like you can have one or the other type thing, like you can either be on one side of the fence and miss the other side or switch sides and miss your old side. Up to now in this post it hasnt been going as i had planned, i was hoping my entry would be more blatantly about hating people in school. To satisfy my need for hate i shall now discuss the root of my hatred in first period. One girl stands out among many to be quite possibly the most annoying girl ever. Her voice, screeching. Her body, disgusting. And her personality, unbearable. I have no problem saying this girl is among the top five most hated people in my book. Thats pretty high up. Her habit of screaming out every little thing on her mind will slowly corrode your brain into a useless pile of waste. Her comments are utterly useless and if anything counterproductive. The teacher will say something and minutes later the girl will repeat exactly what the teacher just said except ask it in a different manner. Ex. Teacher: "The worksheet has two sides you only have to do the side with the text on it." allow approximately half a minute to pass and the girl will ask "Wait this worksheet has two sides!" This will usually follow with an orchestra of the rest of the class grumbling under their breath something along the lines of "What a retard" Now, many of you might say of yea that happens to me all the time, theres always some idiot who doesnt listen. WRONG, well right but not completely, this girl pushes the envelope often requiring the teacher to step in and scold the girl for her stupidity or lack of hearing abilities. This girl has single handedly brought our class to its knees. Not only does she ask the question right after its been answered but often will do so 2 to 3 times every TEN MINUTES. I contemplate leaving the class room and returning with a firehouse to douse this eternal flame of annoyance. Alas no mere mortal can withstand the barrage of idiot inquiries and after a few seek refuge in answering one of the questions with a "Shut the hell up!" which is then followed by a stating of the name of the person answering by the teacher. (that didnt make much sense but read through it a few times and it will) Anyways i cannot reveal any names of the people i insult on this site so i must leave it at, I HATE that girl!. not very satisfying, but i have expressed my opinions and i feel a few may know who this person is andi would like to say in my defense "this is the internet, i never said her name, dont be annoying about this blog, its for mostly personal uses, i just put it up so that if you have really nothing else to do you can read this. though i am quite certain few people have the stamina to read up to here. if you do, come up to me and say "fatfish" it will be the password and i promise i will give the first five a dollar. in a week i will tell you how many people gave me the password, and thusly how many people are actually reading this entire post. now i must go. i will return tommorow with my stories of my free period, goodnight,




Nick

2 comments:

On 10:57 PM , Anonymous said...

This made me feel so much better
thanks

 
On 4:26 PM , Anonymous said...

wow.
that was the most amazing description of our history class- ever.

and that girl. you characterized her perfectly without even using the word whore. good job.